just me

Meh...

2004-10-30T02:38:28Z

well lets see im slighty depressed everythings going wrong in my life right now im very insecure about things and confused i wish it will end!!! :(

i guess the best thing happening righ tnow is that im not the only one who thinks my cousin is a bitch :D very happy about that lol ok well nothing more to say ....till next time

lalalalala

2004-08-05T04:37:41Z

well lets see what has happend these couple of days well i found out that one of my really close guy friend likes me and i like him but we would never be cux he lives far and i live here in florida "sigh" oh well i cant do anything about it :( hmmm lets see what else well today i went over my cousins house and all we did was eat shit all day but i had fun yet i was bored at the same time.... hmm i think thats pretty much it for today......

i dont know why i wrote this

2004-08-03T02:23:43Z

hmmm lets see theres been a lot on my mind i just cant describe this feeling i have its like butterflys in my stomach it feels like im floating in the air could it possibly be that im in love no i think not it maybe cuz im going crazy or it may be a crush.....

confused

2004-08-03T00:34:26Z

lately i've been so confused about things i think i have a crush on this guy but im not sure weather i do or dont i dont know what to do well w/e yesterday i found out that my best friends parents talk shit about my family bro what the fuck is there problem my family has been nothing but nice to them idk why they talk shit about us oh and my friend told me that today she actually outburst to her mother about the fact that she cant be herself and has to be someone shes not around her and her mother said that by spending one day in my house suposebably we changed the way she is wtf her mom is such a bitch she dosent allow her daughter to be herself b/c she dosent like it like saying she wants her to be her puppet do whatever the mother wants but what can i say i cant do anything about it only she can .....

happy

2004-08-01T02:28:22Z

well today i praticed skateborading for a while then spent the whole day with my best friend wich i havent seen in a month we watched movies and we went shopping wich i hate but i had no choice my mom made me but overall i had a great time today and im very happy and stuff well thats pretty much it.............

sad

2004-07-29T16:16:30Z

well today i feel extremly unloved and ignored by ppl im not sure why i havent done anyhting wrong to make them do this to me but how would i know they tell me its not true but i dont by it well what can i say i've been hurt to many times in my life by some of these ppl to even belive or trust in them but i cant really do much about it....

heres a poem

2004-07-28T22:56:51Z

paint the clouds red the color will bleed while you sream in your dreams while you float in a stream of red you wish you were dead although your alive but it will never leave you until you wake....

bored as hell

2004-07-28T22:51:01Z

well today i spent it at my mothers work i saw nightmare before christmas at least 200 times b/c theres nothing to do there i went on the computer chated with friends and practically ate shit all day but overall today was the most boring day ever thats all i have to say i guess